Wow.. I didn’t think I’d have to do a numbered one again.. anyway, here it goes:
1. You were my first crush.. I really thought I loved you.. Well I was 13, but it doesn’t matter. I had actually started liking who you were acting to be, I never really knew you. You were truly unatainable. I litterally laugh at the things I used to do, like staring in your eyes[in ur pics] for hours.. I still have over 1000 pictures of you.. can’t believe I was so crazy.. I always used to plan how I’d meet you. In fact that’s how I came to choose IITs as my aim, cuz I wanted to get very rich very fast to reach your level.. Yes, very stupid of me, I agree, but my feelings were pure.. I still have my books filled with various renditions of “HD”. I’d still like to know you, if that’s even possible..ever. I hope you’re happy wherever you are.
2. Well.. my first true crush.. someone actually in front of me.. like physically in front of me. I knew I didn’t love you, but just felt a connection with you. I could literally spend hours looking at you[which I did, proof my bad performance in maths]. I’d miss school just so that I could see you, cuz I knew you only came in the morning.. I would stay happy all day after seeing you.. I don’t know what it was. I did try to pursue you, but I guess I wasn’t mature enough and you were already committed to someone else. I saw you with him once.. you looked good.. I drove rash for the first time in my life that evening. Anyway, I would have liked to be your friend, I tried talking to you too.. but you didn’t seem interested. What can I say.. I wouldn’t be interested in talking to me either.. Anyway, no hard feelings.. hope you’re happy.
P.S. Almost forgot.. tell me what you guys think about the new theme..
P.P.S. This is a part of the 30 day letter tag.. for more info click here.