#2 – Your Crush

Dear Crush(es),

Wow.. I didn’t think I’d have to do a numbered one again.. anyway, here it goes:

1. You were my first crush.. I really thought I loved you.. Well I was 13, but it doesn’t matter. I had actually started liking who you were acting to be, I never really knew you. You were truly unatainable. I litterally laugh at the things I used to do, like staring in your eyes[in ur pics] for hours.. I still have over 1000 pictures of you.. can’t believe I was so crazy.. I always used to plan how I’d meet you. In fact that’s how I came to choose IITs as my aim, cuz I wanted to get very rich very fast to reach your level.. Yes, very stupid of me, I agree, but my feelings were pure.. I still have my books filled with various renditions of “HD”. I’d still like to know you, if that’s even possible..ever. I hope you’re happy wherever you are.

2. Well.. my first true crush.. someone actually in front of me.. like physically in front of me. I knew I didn’t love you, but just felt a connection with you. I could literally spend hours looking at you[which I did, proof my bad performance in maths]. I’d miss school just so that I could see you, cuz I knew you only came in the morning.. I would stay happy all day after seeing you.. I don’t know what it was. I did try to pursue you, but I guess I wasn’t mature enough and you were already committed to someone else. I saw you with him once.. you looked good.. I drove rash for the first time in my life that evening. Anyway, I would have liked to be your friend, I tried talking to you too.. but you didn’t seem interested. What can I say.. I wouldn’t be interested in talking to me either.. Anyway, no hard feelings.. hope you’re happy.

Yours truly..


P.S. Almost forgot.. tell me what you guys think about the new theme..

P.P.S. This is a part of the 30 day letter tag.. for more info click here.

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Author: Jas A.

I think my picture describes me the best, a 21 yr old loner. Computer is my life and I used to be very good in studies, I mean very good, but I've been declining since 9th grade and lost interest. I have one passion in life "Movies", but I can't pursue direction cuz its not stable, and I love money, so I've decided to become a software engineer. Well, that's me, what about you?

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