Am I being unreasonable or what………..

Yeah, so let me tell you a little bit about my life for the last month here in Kota…….

Well, as me and Vipul were room partners, obviously we talked a lot to each other. I think I would not be wrong to say that we know everything about each other. I even found out from him, that I knew less about my “friends” back home then I could have ever imagined. I felt sad, cuz it reflected on me as a friend, you know, that these people never entrusted me enough to tell me about themselves. So, anyway, I found out that he’s a nice guy, a little spoilt, u know, chasing girls and ghedian and all. But, he liked this one girl in his colony and the last day, the night of which our train was supposed to leave, he proposed(not a marriage proposal) to her and she said yes.

He told me all about his feelings, every thing he did and said in front of her, that helped him win her. We even tried the Game together for a few days.  I used to call her home, as she didn’t have a cell phone, and I could make a girl’s voice. I even supported and tried to console him at every moment for those 15 days he could not contact her. We were like Joey and Chandler for that one month…. really, we told each other everything.

The night that I shifted, Rohan (another friend of ours here) told me that he was feeling lonely and told me to call and of course I did. And now, I think he doesn’t really need me. He called me this morning, while I was in class, at like 9 to call her home, and ask her to call his cell. I called her home 3 times before the class and 2 times during the interval. She told me, during the last call, that some problem was occurring as her mom was enquiring that who was calling so many times.

I went to Vipul’s PG after class ended at 1, and he wasn’t there. I called his cell and he told me that he was at the classes, and wouldn’t be free till after 7:30. I was worried all day, I know I shouldn’t have been, but I was, and this is the only place I can write the truth, right? I was worried, that their relationship might be discovered because of me, or whether she had called him or not……..

So I call him, at 7:45 and his phone is busy, at 7:50, its busy, 8:15, he finally picks up. So, I try to ask him stuff about it all, and other things, and I feel like he doesn’t really wanna talk to me. He stopped inbetween, and I think didn’t wanna talk to me about it. So I just wanted to ask, is that all there is? I mean you could have called me and informed me that all is well, but you didn’t. You call me only when you need a favour, or a job done…. and when I call you, you don’t even talk to me properly, or don’t wanna talk. Is that all there is to friendship, selfishness? Am I being unreasonable, cuz I bet I am, but anyone who reads my blog knows that I’m emotional about friends. But, what do you guys think?